baby..
Mood:  cool
Topic: Love?
Went through so many relationships.
No one was right fo me.
Until I met you.
I thoughh it will be the same.
you Just another.
I am so scared to fall in love with you.
so I won't even bother getting close to you.
Yet your the one I wanna be with.
Never before have I felt this way.
Sometimes I wish I never meet you.
But then I hear your sweet voice,
and I end up thanking you.For beign with me, for caring, and putting up with me.I know you will always be there for my want's and need's.I don't know what to do.what do you think? Nights are long
Days are so sad.When i'm not wiht you.
I feel so empty and sad.Cuz i'm missing you, and nobody knows it, but me.I'm falling in love with you.But what do you say at a moment like this?
When you can't find the words to say, to tell it like it is?I'll just close my eyes and let my heart lead the way.Baby what do u say?

Yes Another Poem
Mood:  sad
A poem to the perfect man


I just can’t find the way
To express my love for you
You are just amazing
In everything you do

The time I spend with you
Is the best I’ve ever had
And you always know how to help me
When it’s me who’s feeling sad

I don’t know how to say this
But ill do my best and try
And I just want you to know
That you are the perfect guy

You make me feel so special
You make me feel so right
And if I had it my way
I would always hold you tight

I hope that I don’t lose you
I pray to god each day
Because as long as you are here
I can push my pain away

I love you oh so much
And that I know is true
Because no matter what I do
I can’t keep my eyes off you

I hope we are together
For time and time to come
Cause I need you in my life
To change who I’ve become...

For you
Mood:  sad
You are the one. can't you see how my heart bleeds for you?
You are the one. can't you see how I think about you every minute?
You are the one. can't you see how you are my true love?
You are the one. can't you see it's pure love?
You are the one. can't you see that our love comes naturally?
So if it is pure love? If Every minute I think about you my heart bleeds to be with you? And how our love comes naturally? Why cant you realize You are my true love And I w/ you have my heart And cant realize that I love you and you are the one?

My First Blog .. August 26th
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: Love?
Hey Yall! this is my first blog.. yup! well today im all confused. I totally love matt but i dunno if i should be back with him. Like wtf i dont deserve what he puts me through. im like dead into him. i love him more than i ever thought i could love but he doesnt get that and chooses to TALK to other pro activ lookalike bitches.. i dunno what to do. i know i wont be able to love no other guy EVER..idk.. like all the poetry that i write to him i guess it doesnt get thru his head that this is for real for me that i truly care. Here's a poem i wrote to him

I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I felt soo special..

But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes...

...All I see is you.

The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,

I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...

...All I see is you.

All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,

I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...

..All I see is you.